Recently
the worst feeling i have is when i feel myself giving up on something that was so recently in my mind something i valued as worth fighting for.. its like i try relentlessly with every thing in my power and then one day my switch is flipped and i find myself standing idly by as it slips through my fingers.. it makes me misserable to watch the smiles fade and the eyes turn away.. i guess i make it easy because i hide how sad i have become.. it would probably be better off if i just let it be and let it go... but moving on is not as easy as it once was.. i feel as if i am standing in quick sand and am rapidly being buried up to my neck .. my chest is being crushed and it is terrably difficult to breath through the pain.. to go on pretending that this wasnt going to dissapear in time is becoming rediculous.. the pages have turned and are no longer telling the same story.. and this becoming an ink stain in skin is my next big fear.
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