A Shot at Love

oh tila tequila and your crazy bisexual antics.. an exploitation of a very real and extreamly confusing lifestyle... first of all let me start off by saying.. bisexual is a word i have always hated.. although i loath the abriviation bi even more.. and maybe it is because of that that people spend a good majority of their life hiding from who they truely are... i always had a judgemental attitude about who bisexual women really were... i felt and still feel like the word bisexual is used too loosly... that straight girls who want to make out with other straight girls to get a mans attention use being bisexual as an excuse to do so if they do not get the boy... which is making it more difficult for real bisexual woman floating in a sexual limbo to be taken seriously, understood, and accepted.. the gays either treat you like a leper or try hard to get you fully on their side.. which dont get me wrong, is a beautiful thing.. and i understand the fear of becoming involved with someone that is walking the line as tightly as a bisexual would.. the straights simply dont get it.. and trying to explain it to them would probably be more successful if you just started speaking in toungs... im not saying every gay and every straight react exactly in those lines. im just throwing out an overall generalization... and while im at it lets not forget the straight men... now i have witnessed many different reactions... theres the guys that really arnet phased and just want the best for you weather it ends up being a lasting relationship with a man or a woman.. theres some that think its cool but have the steriotypical gay girl = big butch and suddenly think your their "bro"... and then theres the guys that think its a treat for them and that if you like both then they can get in on that.. seriously now what are the chances of that actually happening.. i just dont understand where that thinking comes from... i have yet to meet a straight woman who wants to get in on a threesome with two bisexual males.. and to be honest that just made me vomit in my mouth alittle... yet once again it was an overall generalization.. so while this blog may have left some of you with some confused or angry feelings... it is my truth.. and a friend recently told me to speak the truth if i can